"Song"

I find myself
Living in the memories
Maybe because at least you were there...
The pain washes over
Too real to bear...
Darkness is welcome
But just brings more fear...

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(Chorus)

Most times I feel
An invisible force,
Always behind me,
A gun to my head,
Whispering
Keep going,
Don't fall apart.
Keep walking,
Or all will be lost.
Keep going....
Keep walking...
Keep...breathing...

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I try to move on
And try to believe
The lie that says time will heal...
But all I do
Is spend all I am
To clothe myself in "okay"
To convince even myself...

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If moving on means
That days keep passing by
All surely is well...
But if I should know
How to erase and live with
The pain in my heart
And in others' eyes
Then I'm failing miserably

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